ooh.

a day off.

i want to knit.

to sit in my lovely living room and make stuff with the tv on in the background.

no, something within me says. you must do horrible responsible things on your to-do list that you do not want to do. for you are an adult. a responsible adult who takes care of herself.

looking at these two choices of my activities for the day (for who says i cannot do both? knit just for a little bit anyway, just an hour or two)

i feel very lonely.